Soothing Kalimaat

I see a pattern. Being sad motivates me to write. And today is the third day I'm carefree. And I pushed myself to write Alhamdulillah 

Teach me not to care. Teach me how to let things go past you like the wind when it blows your hair. Convince me it's okay not to pretend everything is okay. Teach me how to be truthful . No.  Teach me how to be brave to tell the truth . Show me you can be trusted. Show me you do care. I'll eventually open up If you don't give up. I, too, am trying. And crying. It's tiring. But I'm Never Givin' Up.