It's OK not to be OK

At the end of the day it's Allah and you all you have
There comes times when you feel left out
Forgotten
Unimportant
But you should not buy it.
Try not to.

If need be, don't tell those people what you're up to
Don't share anything personal with them
So when they feel dumbfounded when you shut up, let them be.

It sucks being asked for some opinions but then not being taken into consideration.
How is it possible to feel used but at the same time useless.

You're overeating again
But it's okay for now.
I guess slowly distract your mind by taking up your hobby.
Go for a walk by yourself today.
Go read some books.
Spread kindness.
Make your parents proud.

There comes days when you try making people happy
Yet you forget your own.
You feel lost
You knew you should've had chosen Him over anything.

You feel no matter how hard you try
It won't be enough.
You start doubting your self-worth
You build self-loathing.
Although your struggle ends with happiness, it's not worth it because the pain outweighs the happiness.
Yes, it's His sake, only, that you should be seeking, anyway.

It doesn't matter how negative you may now feel, just don't forget to always convince yourself otherwise, while bettering yourself as you go.
And stay wise.