Soothing Kalimaat

So this is the feeling of waiting for the certainty but still scared because I have got too many sins needed to repent for. It's okay to feel tired.  I know you are tired.  Your friends are tired.  Your professors, your teachers, your parents, We are all tired.  Know that this world is draining our energy if we keep chasing after it.   But some are tired for the right reason and will reap the fruits of what they sow today, in the Hereafter. May Allah guide us and keep us steadfast/istiqamah upon the truth.  Allah berfirman,  اعْلَمُوا أَنَّمَا الْحَيَاةُ الدُّنْيَا لَعِبٌ وَلَهْوٌ وَزِينَةٌ وَتَفَاخُرٌ بَيْنَكُمْ وَتَكَاثُرٌ فِي الْأَمْوَالِ وَالْأَوْلَادِ كَمَثَلِ غَيْثٍ أَعْجَبَ الْكُفَّارَ نَبَاتُهُ ثُمَّ يَهِيجُ فَتَرَاهُ مُصْفَرًّا ثُمَّ يَكُونُ حُطَامًا وَفِي الْآَخِرَةِ عَذَابٌ شَدِيدٌ وَمَغْفِرَةٌ مِنَ اللَّهِ وَرِضْوَانٌ وَمَا الْحَيَاةُ الدُّنْيَا إِلَّا مَتَاعُ الْغُرُورِ (20) “ Ketahuilah, bahwa sesungguhnya kehidupan dunia ini hanyalah pe...

How do you deal with being called nervous when you're not How do you know when to stop defending yourself How do you make them listen without interrupting How do you hold back tears How do you educate people that what you feel is there. How would you feel if you knew my story How would you feel if i told you you're draining my energy And that you're the reason i go back to that dark place. My thoughts. Being called nervous when you're not can be very offensive to somebody especially when they have been battling an emotional rollercoaster. But what is worse is you stand up for yourself but they think you're just making excuses. This may not matter to many but knowing what I've been through, i hate anything that triggers my pain. My feelings matter. They're valid. I am calm. If I seem tense, it's just me. Every day i try to be a better version of myself. I try to get rid of this bad gesture but thanks to you now I know I'm failing A...