We don't belong here.

My too realistic perspective sets a boundary,

between wanting to be happy

or just happy

settling for an "okay"...

No matter how hard I try to escape...

it clings onto me.

So tight that it becomes a part of me.

Then, I encounter something familiar; kinda a safe zone to me.

And isn't familiarity,

comforting?

It's rather unhealthy.

In spite of that, if you genuinely want to see with clarity,

try this; the reality.

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